Getting out the Vera's!

Haven't been feeling great recently - having a bit of a fibro flare up .. and have been getting headaches and migraines again .. so thought i better wear my glasses ...

I have two pairs, these are my Vera Wangs :D They have beautiful sparkly bits on the frames :D

 What I Wore:

Skirt and Bandeau: New Look.

Top: Primark.

Tights: Asda.

Glasses: Vera Wang.

What I Wore:

Cardie: Primark.

Jeans: Asda.

Top: Dorothy Perkins.

Scarf: Gifted.

Boots: Fiore. 

 

C\ant think when I wore this outfit - possibly Sunday???

Or was it Thursday when I took my daughter to go see Santa?? 

I'm losing track of my days!! :)

What I Wore:

Top: Select.

Skirt: George @ Asda.

Bandeau: New Look.

Tights: Asda.

Lets get Physical .. Physical ...

Had my M.E/Fibro therapy today - went along to the hospital and used there gym equipment and then we had a lecture on what it is all about!
Wanted to be comfy so wore my comfiest jeans as I don't really own any jogging bottoms, also wore my trainers which hardly ever happens - as I don't do flats!!! Only to the gym!!






What I wore today:
Jeans: New Look.
Green Vest: Cherokee @ Tesco.
Hoodie: Primark.
Trainers: Adidas.

Blog title song: Lets get physical - Olivia Newton John.

Twist and Shout!

Had an appointment at the M.E Physiotherapy unit at the hospital today, it went really well and I have got onto the programme - Once a week for 10 weeks, they have a gym and swimming pool too, so should be interesting!
After that went to do the food shopping, and treated myself to a meal at the supermarket restaurant :D Was sooooo yummy!

What I wore today:

Jeans: NY Laundry.
Black Vest: Cherokee @ Tesco.
Shirt: Peacocks.
Shoes: Tesco.

Blog Title Song: Twist and Shout - The Beatles.

What doesn't kill us .....

Today I woke up in a good mood - and had an appointment with a doctor - however for reasons I shall not go into on here (Just say a work issue) I came out in tears!

Feeling more positive now though as what doesn't kill us - Lets just say I'm not just going to sit back and take what they throw at me .. I will not be a pushover :(

Tonight were going to go to a friends house for drinks!

And I just had a lovely visit from next doors cat, it's the simple things in life which make us happy :D

What I wore today:

Skirt: New Look.
Top: Unknown had for years.
Shoes: M+S Limited Collection.
Flower in my hair: Claire's Accessories.

Back ...

Hello everyone!

Sorry I haven't been on since last week, took some outfit pictures on Sunday that I will add soon, but then Monday I was taken into hospital!

Had the bad stomach pains again so got taken to a+e - they gave me a Tramadol injection and it made me have a seizure!!!!!! Anyway this ended up causing my muscles to rip so I have bad pains in my legs again now 2!

Was in till yesterday and had several different tests and ultrasounds etc came back with I have 2 cysts on my ovaries but they don't know if that is what is causing this certain pain or not!

Anyway been to see my GP today and she's prescribed me some more pills - so we will see how we get on!

Work are being horrible at the moment, I relalise this month has been really bad - but they could be a it more sympathetic it's not my fault! Have started my therapy - got a refferal to the M.E clinic! What more can I do!

Anyway lot's to do - still got so much to think about for the wedding etc so will have to see how I get on - will try to get the pics from last weekend on the comp 2morro (am on laptop at mo)

Checkers

OK so today I had my first Reverse Therapy session - and it went well I think, learnt some relaxation techniques
and have some homework to do, plus have to keep a diary - which won't
be hard for me as I have kept diary's since I was around 8 years old!

Have
got another session in a fortnight so hopefully it'll start to work - I
hope it doesn't clash with my M.E clinic though (although I have no
appointment for that at the moment) But I mean with the different
techniques they use.

Anyway feeling a bit better and a bit
happier and the sun is shining and people have left me nice comments on
my blog - so all is good :D

What I wore today:

Dress: Thrifted.
Cardi: New Look.
Jeans: New York Laundry.
Belt: Falmer.
Necklace: ????
Shoes: Gifted.
Sunglasses: Gifted - Avon.
Bag: Jane Norman.

Mints.

So this is what I wore to go to the supermarket (my first trip out in days may I add) and to go over to give my mum her mothers day gift as she is away thsi weekend!




I don't know where colour option has gone for text today so will have to be in bold insted!

Vest:Primark
Top: Primark.
Jeans: New York Laundery.

Shoes and Blues!

I went back to work on Tuesday - a little worse for wear still :( Here's what I wore (bear in mind this pic was taking after work and I was very drained and tired and feeling ill)

Top: Primark.
Trousers: Florence and Fred.
Mary Jane's: Present.















So after work I went to collect my wedding shoes - love them! After trying on several pairs I think I made the correct choice :) Am so glad to be able to tick that off the list! They rub a little so I am having to break them in - don't want blood on my wedding dress now do I?!?

Today I have been back to the doctors yet again, I have more tablets - changed some and have another appointment for 2 weeks time, she is also referring me to an ME clinic and hopefully I will get my ultrasound on my stomach soon too!.
Have got my appointment to see Antoine for the reverse therapy - will let you know how it goes!

Hope to have more outfits for you next week - but I Am signed off work for another week - so we shall see!

Love Sal xXx

I don't wanna fall to pieces!

Well - I'm not in France :'(
Can't believe that I am here sat at home on my own missing out because of my stupid illnesses, it's really go me down - I haven't cried so much in a long time - and I cry a LOT!!

I had a terrible night last night - couldn't sleep had stupid jerks in my legs and pains in my stomach - I'm sure my IBS has never been this bad before! I got to thinking about my different illnesses - and I realised I have 5 now! Or 4 and a possibility :(

My Fibromyalgia - no wonder they call it the silent disease as everyone says how well I look etc when i'm actually feeling like a ten tonne truck has hit me several times, I get aches and pains, and am soooo tired that no-one could understand it's like permanent jet lag :( Then theres the bit where it could actually be shutting down my organs over time - great huh?

Next is my IBS which I have had for around 8 years now, which they are saying could of been an underlying indication of my Fibro (yeah thanks) but I haven't had a bad a flare up as this in a long long time ;(

My high anxiety is next on the list - which apparently is also made worse by the Fibro - I also have bad panic attacks these days :( and when I get stressed I have a nervous twitch!

Last on the list is my antibody count is too high, so instead of fighting off the bad cells IE when a cold infection enters my system - they are attacking all my good cells, so I don't really have an immune system which is why I'm always getting colds and stomach bugs!

All these symptoms all go round in a circle as when I get stressed it makes my Fibro worse but then when my Fibro is bad I can't sleep I get stressed and my OCD comes to the forefront more!

Also now I am being tested for Polycystic ovaries :( I had some tests and they came back slightly high so now I have to have an ultrasound on my stomach :(

Sometimes I lie awake at night not being able to sleep and I wonder where its going to end, will the symptoms get worse - my consultant at the hosp has released me as they can't give me anymore treatment until they do get worse BUT I DON'T WANT THEM TOO!!
I lie awake thinking what have I done to deserve this, am I being punished in some way? Then I feel really bad as there are people out there with far worse things than i have .. but it's stopping me doing everything I love - i just wish i could go back to a couple of years ago and be "normal" again .. I feel like I'm falling to pieces both mentally and physically:(